Just made it worse

/highfive.

Borderline

I'm bored and confused. Being bored is unrelated to this post, I just thought I'd throw it in there, since these are supposed to be about my feelings. I'm confused because I'm not sure if I'm ready to start dating again. Why do I have to be hung up on things still? I am, and I don't know if I'm just having a bad day or what. I might need to give myself some time, but now I have somebody I'll have to explain that to. Hearts frustrate me.

Revelation!

It just occurred to me that I don't spend much time thinking about my eternal soul. Or worrying about it. Or even being concerned about it. Hmm.

Investigation

I just finished a book, I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell, and I need something new. I have been pondering reading the Book of Mormon. I feel that reading it is something a person who claims to "have no taste for religion" should do. Unjustified aversions have never suited me. Hmm. Perhaps.

We should all ignore the irony in the sequence of books I'm reading here.

Insert cheesy cliche about new beginnings here [ ]

I'm blogging because I'm a writer, and this is what we're supposed to do. This place could be a fabulous outlet for my brain, and I'm not quite sure why I haven't utilized it. I guess I dont think people will read it. Perhaps they will if I talk about my crazy exciting life! Lawl.

Tonight is the second Friday the thirteenth in two months. I don't have any superstitions with the date, but I think it must be extremely rare to have two of them in such close proximity to each other on the calendar. I'm text messaging a girl that left her number for me in the drive through at work. She said she's actively LDS, so we'll have to see where this goes...

Having being dumped by Katie for being "headed in a different direction" than her, I definitely have my guard up. I am keeping an open mind, because not every person you date is supposed to be you soul-mate, or whatever lame-ass term you want to use. I let this girl know that I do, in fact, engage in moderate alcohol consumption, swearing, and that I'm not active in the LDS church. She's still talking to me, so that's good.

I've spent a good deal of time being lonely lately, and I'm going to make a conscious effort to not be needy or insta-boyfriend ish. To be honest, I'm not in a big rush to get into a relationship again. That said, it would be nice to have a semi-non platonic girl to spend some time with. Perhaps this is a start. If its not, thats okay. Its still extremely flattering to have a girl give me her phone number, without any provocation. Score one for Colin.